My First ATTEMPt at making WANTONS!

was on MC yesterday, have been all out of sorts, i'm so bian tai, while watching Beyond Live 2005, many thoughts came to my mind, before i knew it, i'm sobbing uncontrollably.

Alot of my brain cells are dead, i did plenty of thinking..it makes me lethargic. in de end, i've decided to vent all my frustrations on WANTONS!

the mincing action of the pork is good, makes me feel like i'm chopping people up!
then comes marinating the meat....

my first attempt at wrapping it...take a look

not bad lar, got 2 different shape somemore one more for cooking with soup and the other deep fried.

now the real challenge come, "will the skin come apart while cooking?"

I'd my wantons cooked with my mee sua soup....

Thank god it still looked like a WAnton at the end of the day....

mum decides to have hers deep-fried...

ok, i think i pass the WANTON test.
It's one of the rare few times i cook for myself.

I like to cook and bake for a loved one, but never for myself. It's time i treat myself better.
I've to stop doing too many things, cos one of these days, things will always be taken for granted. (or maybe this day has already arrived?)

Men love women who cooked or baked for them right?
Will they appreciate the women more?
Do they see the hard work behind the food and pastries?

How do men repay their wives who rushed home after work to prepare dinner for them? and wake up befoe the sunrise to go to the market to get fresh ingredients for their meals?

Visit to the DOCTOR..

it's a terrible weekend starting from the eye infection.
Sat morning went to see a doc...

thank god it's just a normal eye infection.

Doc: "you need mc for today?"
Me:" today Sat, no work so no need"
Doc: "tomorrow?"
Me:"tml also no work.."
Doc: "Monday?"

WAh sehz i see the doc so keen on giving me MC, not wanting to disappoint him, i agreed...

so actually i could have gotten 3 days MC, if only my eye gets infected on a weekday.

I've been so looking fwd to having fun and going crazy with BMC ppl on Sat, DAMN TT FUCKED UP EYE!

anyway, he took my blood pressure, it dropped again, it's a different doc, so he doesnt know of my history..

this is the chart...
when i was told my blood pressure was high,
it measure a...

136/98 cos of this reading, the doctor refered me to the hospital for a thorough check.
When my personal trainer took my blood pressure, it read something like this too, he retook it a few times till i've to convince him that my blood pressure is that high.

Controlling my diet, working out a few times a week, the next time i see the doc prob 1month ago, it dropped to a more "normal" level

120/80 (estimation)

On sat, my blood pressure shows

118/70

Before you want to congratulate me on lowering my blood pressure successful, think about it again.
MY blood pressure is too erratic to be normal.
Within 2 mths, it dropped from 138/96 to 118/70

could it be me not taking regular meals?

went to a cousin's wedding dinner looking chao ta and sunburnt and with a face as black as bao gong...well do i need to say more?

i guess it won't be easy to fulfill my dream so soon....i spent most of tis afternoon watching Beyond's Concert Dvd..........when i watched Wing played & sang 遥望 tears fell..........

每天多么多么的需要永远与你抱拥着 忘掉世间一切痛苦悲哀 纵使分开分开多么远

SELF REFLECTION SERIOUSLY NEEDED

Can you see what's the Difference?
Jo brought out the bimbotic spirit easily in me..haizz...
it looks so much better in person.. camera lousy can't capture de details.

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How often do you reminisce the Past? i came across a "diary" i've written back in year 2001 onwards.
then it struck me, Year 2001 was 5 YEARS AGO!!

talking about how i attended my First Marketing Lecture (we're back in poly then)..and how i commented FAA was so hard cos i've no accounting background.

Then about what happened in sch, it always evolve around the few of us, Jy, Sy, Ivan, Yz..then i discovered i wrote a sentence in most of the entries...

"Jy was late..so i went ahead..bla bla bla"

BUAHAHAAHAH..............geez i gotta take a shot of some entries and post it here..

5 Years back, i'm probably one of the Most turn off looking girl you'd ever come across, Picture this ok..

A Fat Girl, with Frizzy Q MOR, pathetic small eyes, Serious Acne Problem and 2 moles across the face.
Most people didn't know that i used to have 2 moles across the face..i wonder if de Zhus remembered it.

i swear to the men who've dated me or attempted to do so in recent time that they will never ever have second thoughts of asking me out if i looked like how i look 6years ago.

i promise i'll dig some photos n post it here...the moles can't be seen in most photos though..i need to really DIG and scan it in..

When i tell people how ugly and turn off i used to look, few actually believed me, so i reckon i gotta dig evidence...

Ironically, when i was looking my ugliest, i'd someone who loved me deeply and truly for who i am..i never need to doubt his love for me..
when i was looking my ugliest, i'm in fact so much more confident of myself than i ever was.
Now i wonder if there's a link between the 2...you know, your partner boosting your confidence level for you.

However as i became slightly better looking than before, as in at least more pleasant looking, my confidence level took a huge dip.

True that i realised a woman can always make use of what she have to get things done.
Men treat you better when you become more pleasing to the eye...
At certain period of time, i enjoy being pursued by a few men at the same time..
I get good discounts from guys if i bargain flirtatiously..i got free coffee from Coffee bean...etc etc
I get treats to dinner, treats to movies, men buying drinks when i club, offering to send me back..etc

so now tell me, are men not Shallow?

If you used to be as ugly as i looked, you'll realise the huge difference. not that i'm good looking now, at least, i know i'm not as turn off looking as before.

ok talking abt confidence level........when i was ugly duckling, i never need to doubt his love for me for the past 5yrs +++
i was so spoilt and overly pampered, i get what i want and i'm always the First priority, all his time was dedicated to me

I dun ever need to step out of my house to get food, and even my sanitary pads. i'm a very poor student back then, i need to work every holidays to buy my textbooks, pay for my bills etc.
at times, he paid my HP bills for me, top up my Ezlink card for me, saved hard to bring me on trips.
and bear in mind, thru out this 5yrs, he wasn't even working full time. among the time frame, he was serving NS for 2yrs.

So there i was ill-mannered, severly spoilt and pampered, highly demanding..

So yea, i learned to groom myself, became slightly more pleasing to the eye than before, but what's gone is all my confidence.
Regardless of the dates, or other rship i've entered...80% of the time i wonder if the Guy's really into me..or if he really loves me.

Could it be my past experience that moulds my current and subsequent expectations? or was it really Bad karma i experienced after him? alot of times i feel like i'm just in his shoes as before, now i finally understand why he felt the way he did.

Somehow i expected to be treated the same just like when i was ugly duckling..and when i don't get it, i begin to doubt the guy's love for me..and when i asked for it, i became unreasonable and demanding..but if i don't ask for it, start to doubt again.

cos of this, i've destroyed some rships...

Sometimes i'd wonder was it really i don't trust the guy, or was it due to the lack of confidence i have in myself?

i seriously need some self-reflection upon myself....

Sinful Weekend....

ok look at what a sinful weekend i had...other then spending my afternoon at de gym on a typical Sat..look at what i've gorged down...

Finally got to try CArl's Jnr Burger..had Portabello Mushroom burger, it somewhat taste just like mushroom swiss, not worth THat $7 IMO....i like the beef chilli fries though...


Cos of this sinful lunch, no dinner for me on Sat..boohoo...went to bed with an empty stomach..so poor thing..

then comes Sunday, somehow we ended along beach road...so here we went...

it's Happy Chef Western food again..yummy..my av Chicken Kiev...and that mushroom is beri de yummy! with black pepper added..my favourite!!!

Sunday's a day at the beach as usual.....let me introduce de members..

haiz me at home waiting for my TP at 4.30pm at ubi..got a lesson at 2.45pm...

Can't Even Eat In Peace..........

hehee, as requested, here comes so bo liaoz comic strips...

when u start working out, you'd think twice about your choice of meals...
after dropping by the gym during lunch, i've got no time for a proper meal..so grabbed a curry puff for lunch instead...look what happened.:

Drea got Angry......she can't even eat in peace..........

*TIAK* here rolls that devil...

Drea's Choice...

Poor shane, ended up w de chang kee wrapper..buahahah

Yesh, Brand New CAR!!!!

3 More days to my TP..!! My instructor's NEW CAr CAME!! OMG, gotta get used to the new car. it's so much easier to drive..(well of cos la, compared to tt old lok kok car i've been driving for the pass 13 lessons.)
Anyway, it's so smooth........no worries about engine stalling cos the clutch n all so easy to depress!!! easily moved off from first gear, hardly any biting point for me to catch..WAHAHAHHAHA.....

only problem is getting used to the different angles and judgement when parking..

GREAT this new car is to easy, smooth to drive that it helped boost my confidence level by 10%. Initially was 10% so now i've 20% confidence level on my TP on Monday! how nice.........
14 lessons accomplished by far....

*thou shalt not elaborate on thys striking of kerb during the S course last night.*


and btw, look at the new hobby i'm gona take up..


*photos taken from Spursy*


SCUBA DIVING!! Research has been actively taking place, once set date, i think i'll be ready to go for our wonderful adventure!!

Who wana go on diving trip with me? guy or girl doesn't matter..i wouldn't mind going on a diving trip with a guy, i.e if you're of reasonable standards.

Look at how beautiful de marine life are.........i'm going start a "FINDING NEMO" soon...buahaha...nah..i think i'd like Dory better..so i'll change the title to "FINDING DORY"

Life's Ain't Fair...........

Been keeping an eye and hoping for some air tics promo to Perth.
Rembr there was once SQ had this which comes up to be only $100 plus! OMG! plus airport tax of $298 its only $400.

Qantas & SQ having promo with tics of $300 plus, with tax it's gona cost me $600plus. to fly with SQ, min. 2 pax, anybody wana go visit Jy with me? i hate to take the plane alone, y muz i always travel alone!!

this morning i saw an ad TO PERTH $245. WOW! i told my mum "i'll cfm my flight if this is the price"

so Drea happily called XXXX Agency

"Hi i saw frm ur advert flight to perth only $245?"
" Yes Yes it's $245"
"Wow really? so good deal..with which airline? i like to book"
"oh, it's with ROYAL Brunei, but it's a special promo only for those age 55 n above"

WOW thank you so beri de much..knn...#@$#@$#%$

u noe, i promised Jy that i'll visit her in perth n spend couple of days with her..this term is apparently her last and i did'nt keep to my promise...but now..she no longer need me also..so..*rolls eyes..**

i think i've put on weight, i'm starting to feel fat again. so last night i had a healthy non sweetened soya bean milk for dinner..today i'd milo with 6 wholemeal biscuits for breakie, now just after my yoga session i'm munching on guavas...

how healthy Drea is...

juz cos i refuse to take a "proper" dinner, someone wants to remove my privilege of indulging in yummy food n junk food over de weekend..HOW CRUEL!! i live on JUNK OK!

What a Sunday!! Very enjoyable though, am lovin it!

Early in the morning at 6 O clock, poor drea gotta get out of bed..
by 8am here i am...........

Yesh i know Ching Ming not here yet, but my family (including de many uncles n Cousins..) always kiasu, every yr we sure early by few weeks to avoid the Ching Ming Crowd.

Every yr, the attendance seems to get lesser n lesser, this year only 4 cars and 17 people. it's like a picnic excursion kinda thing.
Our first stop, LIM CHU KANG where my paternal grd parents were..

I was helping to put these...with a old cousin of mine...(most of my cousins were old niwae..)

Cousin "must have yellow & white, dun anyhow put"
Me " orh ok, but de yellow less than white lehz, not enuff"
Cousin "Har? izzit? i also no more yellow le, nevermind la then we Anyhow loh..SHUI BIAN lar.."
Me " orh. btw, put this for WAT HAR?"
Cousin " i also duno, juz put loh.."

Can someone pls tell me wat's that for?


then de same cousin asked " you been carrying weights ar?"
Damn it!! must be that Racer back top which makes me appear bulky again!
*dumps the racer back top*

I've just been going to de gym, I"M NOT A GYM FREAK!!!

so after offerings joss sticks n paying respect to them,u start to pile them up n burn..
i used to love it when i was a kid, this is one of the rare few times you're allowed to play with fire..

not now though, after having ash flown into your hair, smoke gets into ur eyes (tts a song name rite?) n then u smell like u've juz been cremated too...
being a bimbo, i'd imagine my pores opening due to de heat, n de dirt n ashes all fly inside my pores..

I'm have a lil breakout now..YEWKSSSSSSSSS!!!

wana take more photos, then HP no batt..so no more pics..kaka..after tt went to Yishum Columbarium to a uncle's nest, then to Bishan Temple to anor Uncle's and finally to Mt. Vernon to anor Uncle's n my maternal grd parents..

2nd part of the day, after leaving Pet movers early, we decided to venture
around places we've never been to...and look where we ended..

woohoo!!!!! wat a nice place to rest n relax...

Look! i picked the seashells wanting to make some handicraft for him..

Me " u know y i pick shells? cos i wana make sth for u.."
fren " HAR? y pick from here? can dun want anot?"
Me " Why??"
fren " u juz say they scatter ashes here one..so abit..=_="

ok..i'm picking seashells not ASHES OK!!!!~~!!! so there the seashells go, all laid nicely on the piece of rock.


LOok what we've found..

it's dead when we've found it, else maybe we can BBQ it n EAT..hahahha

Sun's setting............it's so nice to be away from the city...having just some quiet, peaceful time to yourself, enjoying the breeze etc etc...n more importantly, i've someone special with me...

All de photos r taken using my new HP..HOW? NOT BAD Right..save my $ for a digi cam.

Finally Got Tid of de DAMN HP~~!!!

Finally decided to get this, Nokia 7370 after much contemplation. I've no choice, my 6260 sucks, send in for repair for 5times, the problem still not solved, since there's still a tRade in value of 200, might as well get rid of it asap.

Paid $298 for this one. This $298, meant so much to me that i sat in Hello shop for 1hours plus with shane, while deciding whether to get it anot.

niwae, i got $40 taka voucher in return, so meaning i prob got tis hp for ard $258.

I like the design, i'm a sucker for designs. Find the functions still ok, i juz nid to take photos, call n sms.

comes with a matching pouch like this..

ain't it nice?

it's 1.3 megapix which i find quite ok, the images pretty sharp........
take a look

AN INDIAN FUNERAL

supposed to post this yest, but i was out in the afternoon, went for a colleague's mum's wake..we reached early, the body hasn't arrived.

i was thinking if i want to go, i remembered that my cousin went for my Great Grand Aunt's wake ( yes i've indian relatives..DUHZ) and told me that it's a good thing i never attend, they left the body in the open like that...

Anyway, as i was saying, the body did arrived while we were there, btw, they hold their wake at home, inside their house.

They carried the body in, wrapped in white cloth and laid it right in front of me. (i'm trying hard not to look, but it's difficult...)

proceeded to bringing the body and laying it on that piece of plank. I was sorta hoping they will not remove the cloth first........TADAH, they removed the cloth.

It's hard not to look........the eyes n mouth ain't close....i can't help but keep looking. now, the image remains very clearly in my mind...she suffered before she finally pass away due to cancer.

Anyway, the women chanted and helped to bathe the body then dress her up. while the men left the house. I left too, thank god my director needs to get back to the office urgently.

cancer kills u really slowly, u start to lose appetite, lose hair, lose energy..lose everything, live day by day, waiting for death...sometimes it's so painful, you need to have morhpine injections to numb the pain..

most of the funerals i've been attending, ( mostly my uncles') all died of cancer....lung cancer, stomach cancer..etc etc watever cancer.

i really do hope that people close to me try to minimise their chances of contracting cancer, and the very first step is to STOP SMOKING~!

I Gona HATE APRIL!!!

before i start my rant...here goes.......
photo taken at MOS 2 weeks ago i think..

tt's me and sweetie in de PURE ROOM, arr i miss her already, she's been back for coming to 2 weeks. Shall i go perth n visit her??

oh, a bunch of strangers invited me to take photo with them..i duno them at all.
*Siamzzzzzzzzz**

wahha..k la, they're jy's friends. this photo taken inside that white cosy couch thingy i was talking abt in my previous posts.


ok here comes, i gona hate APRIL cos i'm gona be darn lonely...

People who're close to me ain't gona be by my side...........

Jy's back in perth. (thinking if i shld go...de airport taxes close to $300)
Mum's gona be in Korea
He's gona be in taiwan for a month..

*wonders how to survive...**

oh look, WU KONG from Dragon ball...

ain't he cute with such funky hair style n wat HUGE Sunglasses that pops out..n a pair of tiny mouth? so cuteeeeeeeeeeee

Weekend Getaway?? ya, FAR from it....

Planned to go to somewhere nearby for a nice,relaxing weekend getaway. But it ain't easy,taking a day off ain't easy due to de work load..i know..

Precisely i know how a trip helps destress and all, hence wanted to plan for a surprise short trip nearby, some 3days 2 night affair.

Cannot make it, nevermind i can understand...but at least show some appreciation ya? instead of going on abt de trip adding stress..bla bla bla, all de rantings ain't appreciated...(if only man can be more sensitive.)
I'm disappointed enuff, no need for oil to be added in.

I reckon it's easier getting a FLing to go with me. If I'm lucky enuff, i might even get paid for it.

Ok..Drea's up for weekend rental for a trip nearby.
no sleazy motels ok!@!!

Those who are interested please email me a photo of yourself and offer too.
Discounts will be given based on your looks & physiques.

If you look like Sammy, i may even charge FOC, just pay for de frigging trip will do.
No idea how sammy look like? here goes...

Yes it's Sammy.........

I've came to realise, The ART of Appreciation is seldom practised by MEN.

it's time i learn to stop doing anything, live the life of solitude..

BRAZILIAN for YOU?? *WARNING* ADULT CONTENT!!!

*WARNING** there's adult content in here, pls exit if you are below 18.
(wonders how many ppl actually does that)

ok..this is especially for female readers...*giggles* most of u are char bors anyway...if you're offended by any graphics, then please leave this page. nobody force u to see.

here goes, my first time neh!! after procastinating and giving so much thought to it, decided to give it a try. There's a Mini Strip at my gym there, kinda just dropped by since they're having a promo.

XXXX Braz Wax @ $25...ain't that CHEAP??
i bet some ladies who haven't tried braz, can't wait to read my review right? haha..

surprisingly, i don't feel weird showing anor lady my nether region. (tt is b4 de touching begins)

First, u enter a comfy room with privacy, then they'll give u a piece of cloth, ask u to clean yourself and lie down. give u a towel to cover.

Then she comes in...VOILA! shove the towel up to take a peek. BUAHAAHAHA
*observe ur bush there..*

ooh..it's quite fun actually, u can choose to do heart shapes or T shape or triangles, things like that..how kinky is that..

anyway, first time sure very very very very PAINFUL!! cos ur bush is thicker, coarser..etc etc..regrowth will be much better. i heard it'll be more fine..let's wait and see..


then she start to get things done, OH MY it sure feel funny having anor woman wiping u there, opening your legs, powdering you...ar...stretching the skin there..the sort of thing.......

so we had STEP 1....
Putting of hot wax over your bush with a Spatula..Really HOT leh de WAx...

that's the exact colour of the wax hor. all along i have this impression the Wax is supposed to look like RAW Honey...who knows, it actually looks like a CHEWED GRAPE BUBBLEGUM!

there, the wax stays there for a few seconds..Cooking HOt, cooking ur pussy..*Oopz*..nether region i meant. ..(they do a bit of bush at a time..minimise ur pain i guess)

then, a strip of paper is being put over it...pressed firmly against ur skin..n then, here comes the Torture...

OUCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~!!!!!!! she TORE off the strip of paper..ARGGHH...
it's DARN PAINFUL CAN? though she says i've got a high endurance of pain, she knows it's very painful but it doesn't show on my face...n i keep saying, "ok la"
i wanted to CURSE N START SWEARING.......but no..i can't..so bo bianz..LL boh expression n keep saying..ok ok..

There u go...Just like BABY..smooth like baby's skin...oooh...it's been more than 10 years since i felt like that down there..BUAHAHAAHHA
feel so clean suddenly, but abit funny also, so bare..
really very clean though, now can wear translucent undies n walk ard changing room also no prob, no more ugly bush there...


oh, FYI they do turn u over n do that to ur ass too, most of us have got a little hair on our asses if you hadn't already realised..
she turned me over....and. ..

"wow, very nice firm butt..."
thank god tis sentence didn't arouse me..i'm so glad she made no comment to my mei mei...

btw, there're certain portions which hurt like hell, she'll then immediately press her fingers tightly again ur skin to soothe de pain after tearing off de paper...
not too bad, i guess her skills' pretty good, quite fast...