The Night~~!!!

The night i got so drunk....
The night i puked cos of alcohol...
The night i need people's assistance to walk...
The night i need people to send me back..all the way up to my doorstep...
The night i felt so helpless...
The night i feel so embarassed.......

AAArghhh...then i remembered i didn't take my dinner THat Night!!!!!

Sorry, hasn't been updating for a while..been like pretty busy with work...especially with Sitex coming on...anyway, took this entry from Zhuvan...it sorts of makes alot of sense..
and somehow, i feel a tinge of sadness as i read through...

i'm ok now~!! 1-2 weeks ago, i was pretty depressed...over what?
i didn't know..but there goes the tears that start to fall again...
was it stress or was it something else that made me lose my smiles..
anyway....i'm back to normal already....lol...


Have you ever wondered which HURTS the most?
Saying something & wishing you HAVEN'T?
OR Saying nothing and wishing you HAD?

I guess the most IMPORTANT things are the HARDEST things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you LOVE them.

If you do, they might break your heart...If you don't, you might break theirs...

Have you ever decided NOT to become a couple because you were so AFRAID of losing what you already have with that person?


Have you ever wanted to love someone with EVERYTHING you had, but the other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are AFRAID...Afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But everytime we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows STRONGER.

Life is all about RISKS and it requires you to JUMP.Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had

*What would you do if everytime you fell in love, you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if everytime you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend DIES tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
*What would you do if you loved someone MORE than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to tell your FAMILY that you love them?

People live, but people die. Don't let yourself die with regrets!

let's see how accurate this is...


Andrea, you're a Steady Supporter

Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.

For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.

erm..i'd say, partially only...thing is i hardly trust anymore, instead i always think of de worst!!!

Boyfriend issue????

1 of the popular questions asked...do u have a bf?
do i look like i have?
was it that unbelievable when i say no??


actually boy friends? yeah i've a hell lot!!! look~~!!!

like after 6hrs of ktv yesterday..zzz

darkie n me~!! in the jamming studio

yea beri old photo i know...

this one also beri old photo.kaka

all my bros....LOLs...pp u also consider as bro lar ok?

See! so many guyss............at least i know..they will never ever hurt me...physically or emotionally...

(other then de fact tt 1 of them stepped on my toe on his FULL WEIGHT!!! Ouch! tt hurts!!!)

ooh...got 1 more...not forgetting this one whom i stood on him!

lolx...

Boohoo.......so..i can't have my Zhu Bao bao..=(

i'm still not in time for zhu bao bao......