Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Personality Test????

Did a Quiz here...http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
my results..

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
Sounds quite true hor? i mean..the friendly n cheerful part..keke...


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
True true...good looking ppl not my cup of tea..thats why i Hide in kitchen when i see Daniel la..wahaha...
I like sammy not cos he gd looking..but cos he Hairy..!!! wahahha...

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
After wat happened....YES!!!!

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
ok Guyz..Have I BEEN Flirting ard?? Quick..tell me NO!!!!! No leh..no more admirers liaoz...got flowers only...*Sobzzzz*
i juz like to play fishing game mah..keke...but now sick of it liaoz. trying to pass my skills to ZHUVAN...(but that one goner. i teach till vomit blood.)

I'm serious in every rship hor..just that ppl don't believe me only mah..


Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
yeah yeah..that explains why i'm going for my interview in Japan mah..keke

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
Of course. !!! No steady income then wait for man to feed me meh? chey...
one day..grow old le..no longer pretty then no more men want to feed also..hahaha...

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
I'm conservative ok....

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
true true....

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Last part is true...i use my heart to think..ahaha...so sometimes not logical de. And then my reaction and behaviour i know abit abnormal lah...keke...

Beyond Concert 2005....

eh..As mentioned..the Beyond Live Concert 2005 Dvd..can spot me inside leh...keke..lucky can't really see my face clearly..but then it brought back fond memories..
show u guyz around which part was i "featured" in...wahaha...



oh..first of all...this photo was taken from where i was seated. see..that's SAMMY!!! He plays the opening prologue for the concert.does the sound engineering work as well as assist KK a little..
Xin conveniently refers Sammy to "the hairy guy i like" gosh.....!!!!



yeah..this was the part..where the concert ends..they come shaking hands with us...ain't it near?
they are like right in front of me!!!! erm..one of the hands featured in this photo belongs to me actually..wahaha...



that's KK performing...erm..right in front of me? yeah!!!
see the row of picks they have on that mic stand???

Well..after they came over to say bye etc....the row of picks became like that..



Hahaah.....gone!!!!! u know why????
cos it ended up here..



IN OUR HANDS!!! WOOHOO...not my hands though..Paul gave it to some of the fans..but he did not give it to me....he gave one to Hao though..Lucky him...hope that Paul's pick will give him luck and motivation for his jamming & music career...Paul has always been his source of motivation.
Not sure if he's finally gotten Paul's Ovation limited edition guitar...but I'm sure he'll do as well....given the fact that he has a band room now to practice.
And he even does Sound engineering and mixing now with Sammy giving him tips & guidance on and off...


gosh am i jealous...yewks...i muz go take up something too..so Sammy can coach me along..Wahaahha.....

oh one more thing..LOOK!!!


BACK STAGE PASS...ahahaah

Kat says..i change new stylo milo hair style le..then can attract all the stylo milo guys..all looking like Sammy!!! Wahahaha....

Kat kat....i want Sammy pattern one..i don't want Daniel pattern one..Ur that Daniel too handsome until i hide in kitchen don't want to come out.....shy liaoz...wahahah...

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Cherish the PPL who meant to U.....

I've been Sleeping alot..but I'm still tired..been dreaming alot... Bad dreams i meant...i'd wake in the middle of the night somehow...in my dreams..i'm always scolding and shouting at ppl...i rarely do that in real life ( i mean now lah...)..so i do it in my dreams instead..
i dreamnt of similar Scenarios again and again...

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I'm thinking of Anson again. Whenever I'm feeling low, i'd start to think alot..
then eventually, I'll think of him...

It's been years..but i do miss him...
I miss the warmth from his hands I've once held...
I miss the warmth from his cheeks I've once planted a kiss on...
I miss the jokes that came from his bubbly personality...
I miss his tolerance from all the nonsense and tantrums...
I miss the way he snatched the cigarette away from me...
I miss the way he laughed...(he have this funny laughter...)
I miss the bo liaoz chats we used to have...
I miss all the fun we had together...
I really miss the Xmas all of us had together...that particular Xmas...the only photo i'm left with...

But..the last time i saw him.. I can no longer see these coming from him anymore...he looks so cold...there's no more warmth coming from him...he was stiff and cold in the coffin..

The Last time I really Broke down and cried my eyes out was right in front of His Coffin.
I can't bring myself to look at his lifeless body..no..I want to remember him as the lively person i once knew.....

I'm sorry i never believed u on something u'd said..till the Day i Saw ur Uncle on the day of ur funeral..then i realised that you did not lie to me....but i guess it's too late...

That's a problem with most of us..we don't cherish what we have till we lose them. Then we'll start to think of it and regret...
I told myself to cherish whatever i have and to treasure the people around me. but how many times did i really do it?

The other time JY commented that she's never seen me cry before. (though she's recently hear me cry....i bet she felt damn honoured...)
No..i seldom shed tears of sadness...After shedding so much tears in front of his coffin. I told myself...the tears of sadness will not drop that easily anymore....

Monday, July 25, 2005

Weekends.....

Oh..Friday Was Pariss Buffet..ay..never bring camera so never take photo..what a waste..
erm..the buffet was quite alright but i doubt i'll go there a 2nd time. I didn't eat much also so more like a waste of money...

then again i had 2 glasses of red wine..keke...

After Pariss Buffet...went to meet Ivan & Sy...went for coffee...somehow they ended up drinking Beer..then again. can't blame cos we're in Boat Quay...haha.
went to PS..wana watch Red Candy..who knows the next show is at 2am..Wow..better not cos by then i know i'll fall asleep...

Saturday...

Went to town supposedly for an interview for a PT job.( Yes its a Part time job i want to fully utilise my time...)..then who knows the post they have wasn't really what i want. haiz..waste of my time. ..So There i was Stuck in town..so blardy crowded...

Thank goodness i was saved from the town later on..at night...actually went to Changi Beach to watch planes Landing...woa.....so nice...
Never been there...never knew it's that nice...wahaha...

Thanks for bringing me to such a nice nice place....haha..ooh yeah and did i say it was one of the rare few times that i'm actually out with my bro n his gf too?

Sunday

Spent most of my day sewing and stitching....till after dinner then went out for a while..
wanted to Fly kite de..but i think they will kill me..cos they're already downstairs..
hmm..I've watched the BEyond Concert Disc...Can See ME inside..Wahah..shaking hands with them...woohooo..

there's 6 nights of concert you know..SO ZHun..the part they showed was the night i was standing near that mini corner...same level as the stage..WAhaahha....

thank goodness it was dark..so can't really see my face clearly..keke...it still bring back fond memories though...

The past week has been pretty dead for me..not much events going on..went home str after wrk and then i spend most of my time sleeping at home...

i think i became a walking zombie...when was the last time i had a laugh that really came from me?

Monday, July 18, 2005

Updates...n more Updates....THanks guyzz....

Not sure if you do read my blog, but i've got a feeling u never really bother to do so, anyway, don't ask me again how i'm feeling..Trust me, you wouldn't want to know the answer...

oK, Let's move on to the happier stuff..keke..

First of all, sorry guyz i fell asleep on the sofa on friday nite, whilst u guyz bringing out the Vodka..i thought i could lie down and close my eyes for a while..But...BUt..i did wake 2 hours later rite??

haha..just in time to go Find Nasi Lemak for Breakie at 5am...
Time flies. Gu niang went back to Perth...sending her at the airport is a torture..seriosuly, that is why i hate the airport..esp when u're sending ppl off..
I hate to see you cry....
Thanks for the final phonecall to me even when you're rushing to the gate...Its ok ger, there's nothing to b sorry about..nothing to be worried about...Miss u lots...take good care of urself ok?

Got back home and slpt for 3 hrs..then woke up..laze around a little, just when i was about to shower and get out, i fell aslp on the couch..keke..*Oopzz...*

Woa...Chongqing Steamboat was really yummy..the tom yum is Fantastic sia..keke..
Was really tired n i actually fell aslp a little while watching Initial D..
Guess i was pretty drained..thought could go to bed the moment i got home at 3plus am..then again, Kevin was at my place...furthermore, he was in My room....grrrr....

Again, i really can't be bothered..washed up..changed into my sleeping clothes n plonked rite onto my bed..despite the fact that there's a he was sitting beside my bed...buzzing about the Pig Organ soup at Geylang...

this usually works for me..but..erm..not this time round..really very tired...haiz..if only he was smart enough to Da Bao back for me..then i may have remained awake for a while more..keke


All in All, I had a Fantastic Weekend from Friday onwards...though I cancelled the Pariss Buffet Dinner on fri....still , i had a wonderful Korean Meal..*winkz*
I'll book a table again soon..probably this week...

Monday, July 11, 2005

Finally Updating...

woa..It's been sometime since i last updated this blog..keke..

My Sweetie was back..Was kinda busy and all..busy going out..etc..and falling sick.
Spent most of my time with JY..either we meet else we'd be smsing or be talking on the phone..

Ok..shall save you guys from having to read what I've been doing and where have i been to..
I was hardly in office last week...was on 2 days MC too, a fever finally broke out and left me with no choice but to see a doctor

Time flies, now she's gona fly back this Sat..I'm gona miss her like crazy..we met each other so often and kept in such frequent contact while she's here..wonder how am i gona cope when she goes back again.
Gona b all so lonely again...

niwae..Hey Guys..Look what Drea Have got This time round....



Yes..Finally..I've Got It..My Nose Piercing....
i sorta like it...but he doesn't like it...haiz...

If only he knows...how much i like him..and how much i treasure this r/ship.. ..
sometimes.. i really hope to see him more than once a week...