De Wonderful Surprise during our Lil GetAway

Finally went to our short getaway with mr.blk and some colleagues, it's been a year since we last had a holiday together.

though it's just a short trip to Genting, Drea is contented, it's not de place, its de person! :)

little did Drea know that a small little getaway turned out to be what a huge surprise trip that changed both our lives~!! lol, ok abit exaggerating here...

have u guessed at it already? hehe read on..

so that was what's in his plan!
we walked over to this unit at a different tower, supposedly to go to one of their rooms for a super yummy steamboat session! but was abit surprised how come it's at a different tower..

after stepping in, i see these decors on in de room...

ain't they sweet??? to actually decor de room even,,*melting melting**

oh so Drea stepped into de room and saw these with her name on it..just when she's figuring out what's all these about..
out sprung mr. black from behind!

LOL, Drea was so taken aback and excited that she actually ask mr.black "y u never squat ar??"

and mr. black really went to squat -_-

of cos it's not enuff for Drea!!

i think mr.black also abit gan chiong, forgot that he need to help me put on de ring ma..kaka

hehe, they are so sweet, they even prepared a bottle of red wine for our celebration!

"Jiao Bei Jiu" keke using de hotel's glass..abit out of place though

then, soon after...

and Drea....is...

ok tat's my fat fingers..




so we're officially now..................!!

Thanks dar for all de things you've planned during this trip, though i not as shocked...but really quite surprised. really touched by ur effort i'll always remeber the part where u knelt down and asked "will u marry me?"

how to say no looking at you like that :)

Yeah! I'll be Mrs. Black sooN! soon we'll have lots of little blacks running around too! hahaha

truly blessed...

haiz. duno what's wrong with me, maybe it's all the accumulated stress and all, i've became such an angry creature, my short temper is back and i tend to lose control n flare..

when i was at my worst, i've someone who stood by me, enduring my nonsense silently.
i didn't realise how unfair i was to mr.black, he have his stress and things to bother about as well, but i only care about my own feelings and my anger.

i continue to flare and show faces as and when i do not like it.

when i was losing control, screaming my head off, there was mr. black, waiting for me to cool off calmly before talking to me nicely, explaining his point and finally told me his true feelings.

i felt so bad, this few weeks i've been taking mr.blk for granted, even though he've made such tremendous effort to change, his temper is nearly gone and he has been the most enduring men i've ever met. for someone with a nasty temper, he's proved to me that anything can be done with perserverance.

i shall set my mind to stretch my limit and to control. i shall never be unfair to someone who's done so much for me and who has tolerated my nonsense for so long.

i'm sorry my darling, my love for u grew deeper with each passing day, it became something more than I can say.

i'll prove to you that i will change too :)

thanks for being by my side, it's the greatest thing that has ever happened to me

and of cos to de zhu's who've shown their lovely concern, love u guyz too! ")

was it stressed? or was it something else?

i've just been feeling very unhappy and impatient with everything.
suddenly, i'm angry with the whole world...

life is getting so sick and boring, there's nothing to look forward to anymore.

sick