Tuesday, September 21, 2010

lil little pressies....

haiz..clumsy me...look what happened to the "couple" cup i'd with BFF...


From 1 become 2 pieces..=____________=
Uncle Des aka 怪叔叔 promised to buy me a new one..but but but..IT's NOT DE SAME!! it's de first pressie he bought for me...and i'd a matching set with BBF....*Wails..**



On a lighter note, my boss got me this~!!



a cute little piggy that goes *oink oink* when u press the tummy..hehez..a good perk-me-up at work when you try to get on your colleagues' nerves..muahahaha...



and i'd a mega version at Uncle Des's house..


tadah..my cute little zhu zhu..who will stay there and keep and eye on uncle des when i'm not around..*evil laughs**


and oh a little gift from zhuvan...customised pen with my name with pink thread! heee


brought it to office to use....thank you zhuvan...
i've received the card too! can't say it's bday card cos it's not supposed to be i guess...=p



And oh wow check this out, mama cooked this the other night....


It's BIRD NEST!! NONononnoononoo..wait..
it's UBER THICK BIRD NEST! ahaha...yummy...women must take care ma...that's alot of collagen in a tiny bowl i guess...

the key to looking YOUNG!!! Wootzzzz

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Better....much much better.

Things were getting on better..we’re slowly getting to used to just Mama & I in de house without PaPa…
Of cos, Drea is extremely thankful to de ppl who has been by my side…like De zhus & not forgetting 怪叔叔 who has been with me all these while..
He is no doubt the Best Boyfriend one can have, being by my side, helping out thru out the funeral & thereafter, coming over to my place for dinner so that we can both keep Mama company…time has been spent at home instead of par-tor-ing elsewhere or going to the movies.
I’m sure PaPa probably knew that and is relieved that his daughter is in good hands, hence he chose to leave in peace with no more worries on earth.
Even though I’ve been a nua tang who loved to stay at home all along, a lot more time has been spent and catered at home. I’ll try not to leave mama alone at home and keep her company for dinner & because I’ve such a wonderful bf, he joined me in keeping mama company.

a lot of time was spent with de family & of cos, that includes BB Zavier!! he's at 4 mths now..lil boy knows how to flip and is making attempts to crawl already!

Not many men that I know of are willing to do such things, you’ve impressed my family & others very well. Especially when you brought the fruits upstairs to cut for everyone at the funeral.
I guess I would have shut myself from the rest of the world if it’s not for your presence, thank you once again for all that you’ve done. I’m truly appreciative to each and every action.
Being such a wonderful bf, how can怪叔叔 not have a bday surprise that he well deserved? Even though he doesn’t celebrate his bday I still think that he deserved a little surprise, even though it might not be convenient for a real celebration at this point of time. (I’m still in mourning, you see…)
Hence, Drea thought of this little idea…to decorate my car boot with happy bday and to place some simple gifts and his favourite cheesecake in it too.
The plan goes like this “ Drea shall ask怪叔叔 to help her take her bag from the car boot, so he can open up the car boot & voila! Lovely surprise”



this is how the lil surprise looks like...hehz..(to think he didn't notice when he first open de boot..=_________=)



And thereafter we went for a lovely crabby feast together with De zhus~!!!


De zhus were so lovely, they even helped to get a small cake since it's his actual day..


Tadah! Lovely, with our new addition of Xiao Zhu Zhu! lolx




And Check this out la!




He took this pic of me when we're fooling ard at Daiso, he says look like Chun GU!!! %$%#@%#$#. Should have made him wear the hat and take a pic too! hmmph

Monday, September 06, 2010

falling.....back

de feeling is back again...the same way i'd felt when papa was admitted...the same way i'd felt when papa first came home..

i lost interest in most things, avoided meeting up people...n slowly, i cut down on talking..

'are u ok?' some may ask....a smile covers it all..

either i'm lazy to get out and meet frens or i'm just plain avoiding..dun want to talk about it. ..and i dun like being asked if i am ok. who de hell will really tell u that he or she is not ok?

at times before i hit de pillow, i'd thought of papa....and then i'll sniffle myself to slp...

the house can get really quiet with just mama and me...i've to stay home as much as i can to keep her company..but...we can't really get the best of both worlds can we?

everyday start to be like any other day...and i'm starting to feel like a zombie yet again...