Durians vs drinks

perhaps most of you had heard about this before..
but i wondered how true was it..

is eating durians and drinking thereafter really fatal?

i felt as though i'm sinking down all over again...it's so deja vu..and i'm so very afraid to go through it all over again

updates updates

ok once again, it's been ages since i keep this blog alive, very soon i will have plenty of time to blog once again...

things ended as sudden as it started, once again, i'll be leading the life of a carefree single.
there's not right or wrong in a relationship, when it's a mismatch, it's just a mismatch.
i sincerely wish u all de best with your future endeavours and that we can at the very least remain as friends.

ReCap on 2009....

2009 finally ended, thought of making a short recap. it was a memorable year with lots of ups and downs, i think it was one of de most depressing year ever...
perhaps i'll never forget this yr..never been down so jialat before...went thru such a depressed period i almost went crazy, thank god for de lovely ppl i''d ard me at the point in time...

let's take a look..

1)I started de Year being single and it'd effectively broke the record for de past many yrs where i was never single for more than 2 mths...

2)SY got married!: de first in our de Zhus clique to get hitched...

more details on de actual day can be found in this link
http://luvtabbie.blogspot.com/2009_01_01_archive.html

3) my 1st Prosperity night with Canon

4) my 1st V-day being single... (ever since i started dating)

and then as usual, it was spent at lunar...

5) Started hanging out at Lunar very often...de only place where i'd feel that i'd a life at the point in time

6) Did my first hair extensions

chioz rite, sorta miss de long tresses

7) my first IT show in Canon

a steamboat session after de show to reward my promoters for the good job done..

8) and then i stopped blogging for 4 mths from Apr - Aug cos i was so utterly depressed.

Papa was admitted to hospital in June, thru out we were being put on an emotional roller coaster ride and it is wearing us off, to-date mama is still going to de hospital to visit him everyday.
Work was bad, i slacked too much in work and i got buttered almost every other day.
i felt so lost and depressed, de day i left Asiapac, i've lost a life, ppl i once called friends.
i lost so much faith in humans i refused to share with any1 wat i was going through, i tried so hard to put on a happy front, but it made me felt alot worse.
i cried myself to slp so very often out of no reason at all

life at work was that terrible that i eventually broke down in office, i was crying for god knows how long in the toilet that someone i called Bro have to get a Pandy to dragged me out and drive me out of the vicinity.

9) with de help of de many ppl who really cared, life eventually got better
i finally extended my tattoo ..

10) for de 1st time in my life, someone actually Threw a Bday Celebration for me. in hope to cheer me up i guess. deeply appreciated it...

well u dun have to guess where this place is, de ans was obvious..lol
http://luvtabbie.blogspot.com/2009_08_01_archive.html

11) went to watch F1 for the first time..like without a choice

12) my 1st time to Macau & Zhuhai - our Canon dept trip

13)a trip to Japan with some close colleagues. never stayed in tokyo for so long...

14) i became Emcee twice for 2 weddings in de same year..Zzzzz...i've de Emcee face is it?

15) de first time lil apple really had an accident, i went to kiss anor car's backside...

16) i felt really sick for a long time, never ever feel so sick and xinku before...

17) had my very first surgery ever....(de hospital's bed was ultra comfy though..lol)

18) twds de end of de yr, finally met someone new

19) watched my very first 3D movieeeeee

20) finally bought de aircon system for de family & a new TV to replace our old bulky CRT tv...=___=

and then i realised i did not make any new yr resolutions for 2009. i shall let 2010 follow suit, let nature take its course so....there won't be any resolutions for this year..
other then to lose more weight...=p