A Different CNY

very de boring...we'd reunion lunch instead of dinner, and after that i've basically nothing to do at all~! =(
everyone else is busy with their reunion din din....

on the brighter side of it, i finally got to pack and vacuum my car!! woootz!!
feeling a little more hardworking today, i even packed my 1 of my wardrobes...*giggles* Feel so proud neh!~

tot i can skip some visiting this yr, but papa's side has been so traditional, i reckon i beta follow my bro for some visitings..thank god i kept spare new clothes in my wardrobe.

btw, Happy Lunar New Yr & Happy Valentines to all of U out there!
for those with lovers, may u have a sweet sweet valentine & rembr, u dun have to wait till V day to show the special someone ur love for them.
for those w/o (u're not alone, lol) happy cny loh, juz try to 4get that it's Vday...ahahahha..

was juz telling Gab, actually being single is a gd thing afterall. it doesnt bring u the unhappiness and trouble a rship often brings, n it doesnt bring u the kind of hurt only a rship does.

but still, most of us will look forward to a harbour at the end of the day. this i agree with him....
so...those w/o a lover, enjoy while it last!!!

Luck..

perhaps i've been lucky once again, haven't even start to take a break officially and i've some job offers on hand.

decided to sit back and take it slowly....can't wait for my last day to come..and i shall be a professional nua tang for the time being...woohoo~!!

papa is coming back today...for good! like finally after 10 mths of stay in the hospital.

i hope at least mama will not be that worn out rushing to the hospital everyday.

i have not sat on this wheelchair but according to mama, it's very comfy..she's been playing with it last nite! wheeling abt the living room just like a kid! *faintzz**
this yr's reunion dinner will somehow be very different. i know it'll be a sad one cos papa will prbably be crying and things like that...somehow i'm starting to dislike all festive seasons....
the gd thing is, Vday clashes with CNY, as such the novelty of Vday has been effectively covered by CNY stuffs...hence u can't really see or feel the vday atmospher..thank god for that.
this yr's Vday shall be de same as last, i shall stay at home n be a gd ger! it used to matter to me if i've a date or if i'm gona receive any flowers, perhaps it doesnt matter as much now...

back in action again~!

gona keep my blog as active as possible after it's been dead like ages!
i guess there's only handful of readers or 'silent' readers left...lol

juz for a little updates which i guess most of u would have known, I've already tendered my resignation with Canon and will be with them till end of Feb...
after which i will seriously be bumping ard. be a professional nua tang and do nothing, in the mean time if you've any good lobangs, please feel free to let me know ya? haha..

alrighty..it's anor night of 'drink, drank, drunk' @ Lunar on Friday...gosh..and it all happened so fast! mix my alcohol and that's it...
haiz, despite all the promises i've made to control...it happened all too sudden.. ok picture paints a thousand words...here goes..

these were the friendlier photos when all is still quite sober...

our dear lil JY sweetie with her newly permed curls....CHiozzzz & i like how i look in the photos..like so slim hor..kekekz

ok, this is so scary, i didn't even remember taking that photo above with adrian...

as u can see...these pics were taken when.......the alcohol started to have an effects on us..lolx

gosh. never am i gona mix any alcohol again...

and, i was really thankful and appreciative to a person who came all the way down to send me back....

certain things were shown thru actions...I can tell who are the ones who only know how to sweet talk and who were the ones who does it thru actions...

though i was still quite tipsy, but i recover pretty fast, i rembr most things and the question i've asked that nite...

still i want to know....Why r u so nice to me?

Durians vs drinks

perhaps most of you had heard about this before..
but i wondered how true was it..

is eating durians and drinking thereafter really fatal?

i felt as though i'm sinking down all over again...it's so deja vu..and i'm so very afraid to go through it all over again

updates updates

ok once again, it's been ages since i keep this blog alive, very soon i will have plenty of time to blog once again...

things ended as sudden as it started, once again, i'll be leading the life of a carefree single.
there's not right or wrong in a relationship, when it's a mismatch, it's just a mismatch.
i sincerely wish u all de best with your future endeavours and that we can at the very least remain as friends.

ReCap on 2009....

2009 finally ended, thought of making a short recap. it was a memorable year with lots of ups and downs, i think it was one of de most depressing year ever...
perhaps i'll never forget this yr..never been down so jialat before...went thru such a depressed period i almost went crazy, thank god for de lovely ppl i''d ard me at the point in time...

let's take a look..

1)I started de Year being single and it'd effectively broke the record for de past many yrs where i was never single for more than 2 mths...

2)SY got married!: de first in our de Zhus clique to get hitched...

more details on de actual day can be found in this link
http://luvtabbie.blogspot.com/2009_01_01_archive.html

3) my 1st Prosperity night with Canon

4) my 1st V-day being single... (ever since i started dating)

and then as usual, it was spent at lunar...

5) Started hanging out at Lunar very often...de only place where i'd feel that i'd a life at the point in time

6) Did my first hair extensions

chioz rite, sorta miss de long tresses

7) my first IT show in Canon

a steamboat session after de show to reward my promoters for the good job done..

8) and then i stopped blogging for 4 mths from Apr - Aug cos i was so utterly depressed.

Papa was admitted to hospital in June, thru out we were being put on an emotional roller coaster ride and it is wearing us off, to-date mama is still going to de hospital to visit him everyday.
Work was bad, i slacked too much in work and i got buttered almost every other day.
i felt so lost and depressed, de day i left Asiapac, i've lost a life, ppl i once called friends.
i lost so much faith in humans i refused to share with any1 wat i was going through, i tried so hard to put on a happy front, but it made me felt alot worse.
i cried myself to slp so very often out of no reason at all

life at work was that terrible that i eventually broke down in office, i was crying for god knows how long in the toilet that someone i called Bro have to get a Pandy to dragged me out and drive me out of the vicinity.

9) with de help of de many ppl who really cared, life eventually got better
i finally extended my tattoo ..

10) for de 1st time in my life, someone actually Threw a Bday Celebration for me. in hope to cheer me up i guess. deeply appreciated it...

well u dun have to guess where this place is, de ans was obvious..lol
http://luvtabbie.blogspot.com/2009_08_01_archive.html

11) went to watch F1 for the first time..like without a choice

12) my 1st time to Macau & Zhuhai - our Canon dept trip

13)a trip to Japan with some close colleagues. never stayed in tokyo for so long...

14) i became Emcee twice for 2 weddings in de same year..Zzzzz...i've de Emcee face is it?

15) de first time lil apple really had an accident, i went to kiss anor car's backside...

16) i felt really sick for a long time, never ever feel so sick and xinku before...

17) had my very first surgery ever....(de hospital's bed was ultra comfy though..lol)

18) twds de end of de yr, finally met someone new

19) watched my very first 3D movieeeeee

20) finally bought de aircon system for de family & a new TV to replace our old bulky CRT tv...=___=

and then i realised i did not make any new yr resolutions for 2009. i shall let 2010 follow suit, let nature take its course so....there won't be any resolutions for this year..
other then to lose more weight...=p

it's only when we lost or almost lose something dear to us that we'd realised its importance

it was only when i felt that i've really pissed him off that i realised his importance to me...
never will i know that it will have such an impact on me de whole morning...even lokey buddy could tell something is wrong...- ya la i spilled my drink all over my table and laptop while talking abt it...=___=

putting my clumsiness aside, that was when i realised, how afraid i actually was to lose what i have.....

forgive me for losing my patience...i was juz afraid to lose u....

de importance of feeling secure

i think it's vital to everyone especially for gers...
nobody likes to lead a life feeling insecure most of the time, having to worry about this and that..we already have enough worries in life.

i hate to be feeling like this, but i can't help it at times...i was so very afraid...so very afraid to go through the same thing or to go through something even worse.

i'm very uncomfortable with the current situation, things have to change......

Xmas Evening @ Bro's

being de usual nothing else to do...spent my xmas evening at bro's place together with mama n the in-laws family...

sumptuous spread prepared mainly by bro n da-sao as well as her 3 sistas...

we're healthy, that's not champagne, it's sparkling juice! cos there's a pregnant lady ard..kekez

bro's de only guy...lolx..

nxt year there'll be a new addition, my baby nephew!

gave mama a pre bday celebration by surprising her w de brownie as a cake...
it's so conincidental we're all wearing grey...(refering to us de younger ones..lolx)
and that's that for a simple xmas.....

xmas

a simple one..nothing special, no special someone nothing...sometimes i'd wonder wats de diff...

nevertheless, here's de gifts prepared for some of my lovely colleagues, yes, canon has got a STRONG Xmas culture!!

de bears aint' normal bears, there were their photos printed on de t shirts, mainly for my team!

some of de pressies i've received in office..

(psst u can see my boss head on top..sitting nxt to de boss = SWAY)

some of de gifts brought home, some other gifts ain't in this photo...
but i've received a very lovely Guess bracelet from my mamee ronson! thank u mamee! love ur pressie...and STOP buying branded stuff for ur ah-ger, u're spoiling me!!

as a yearly practice. we have a xmas celebration with our department, this year it was at Kbox..

Xmas eve: to Lunar, haven been there for 2 mths..gosh..i felt so welcomed..lolx..


HUAT AR!!!!!

Xmas day - a simple afternoon was enuff...

someone took me out for a yummilicious herbal chicken soup! meant to go there for blk chicken soup...tonics after my day op..but their blk chicken ain't ready..so took de white chicken instead, hopefully it works de same..

and a relaxing afternoon at starbucks east coast...

Thanks for de xmas lunch....sometimes i''d forgotten tt i still need de tonics man...