My Match...ARghh...

argh..i just realised that i've met my match...
in certain things i say and he have to counter...he does make sense!! arghh...!!!!

And the thing is, at the end of the day, i actually do listen to him..

I feel like posting the graphics i've done for him earlier today..but i got a feeling he'll kill me if i do..cos he looked Hilarious when i tried to enlarge his mouth in one of the PHOTOs..wahha.

ok ppl..u all wana see anot? *giggles..**

Xmas is coming..what's on for xmas for u guyz???

The past weekend has been pretty packed n i guess he's pretty worn out..i think i'll be having a quiet..relaxing Xmas weekend..hopefully i can dish up some xmas dishes for both the dogs n humans...

his xmas pressie..i think i'm halfway through already..gotta rush already..didn't realise it's really so much work and so time consuming..i thought i can finish it in a day...

Striking that BALANCe in R/Ships..

Was talking to K de other day...apparently his rship is reaching a stagnant point. Not cos they've been together for a long time but cos the feelings and efforts ain't reciprocal...


ok i shall do tis instead..using an illustration ya??



As the saying goes, it takes 2 hands to clap and rship is all about giving and taking. There should be a balance b/w this 2...




It's just like a conversation, it's a 2 WAY communication just like a ball game.
You throw the ball to ur partner..your partner throw the ball back to you, Doesn't matter how he/she does it.
He/She can ROLL de Ball, THROW it, KICK it, BOUNCE it..DRIBBLE it..Whatever..as long as de ball gets back to de other party... this keeps de game rolling...

i.e it doesn't mean that u've to return a gift/meal everytime he/she gives or cook for u. Small actions such as a simple Thank you with a Warm Hug or kiss shall suffice too. At least it made the other party feel appreciated. (pssst..it's easy for a ger to pls a guy u noe...*sniggers*)

This is what's gona happen if the ball continues to be thrown from just a PARTY....

Frustration & Fatigue sets in..he gets upset that he's the only one always giving and trying to keep this rship going... he may even lose faith and enthusiasm to keep this rship going...


At this point..if de girl continues to be like this....



Still yaya...happily receiving all de gifts i.e. Taking all the balls and not throwing it back to de guy,
De guy will run out of all his balls (geezz..wat does tt sounds like? Hahaah!!) one of these days......
Even the machine that shoots out tennis balls during practice needs to be reloaded with balls ya...


AND............=======>>>>

He Finally gave up and stopped shooting balls....


The other party's left with no more balls to catch....i.e no gifts, no concern, no pampering, no food, maybe even losing the whole rship..den she become.....




ARGHH~!!! TOO LATE LIAOZZZZZZZZZZZZz

When one party gives up on a rship..it's very difficult to get it back again. Things will be different..you can't expect him or her to be the same like before...

So..if u treasure your relationship make sure you show appreciation to the things your loved ones have done for you..even a simple THank You n Hug does wonders..

Nobody is obligated to do anything for anybody. ..so keep de ball rolling ya???

I was in the girl's shoes before, any one way ball game ain't fun..no matter which direction it's thrown at...at least i'm having a fun, interesting ball game right now...it's a 2 way game with balls flying all over the place...

and..I ALways WIN OK!!!!! haahahah

P/S: Drea shall not be liable for anything shld she decides to dump u after reading this. ..HAHAHHA........

HaPPy Birthday Darling....

Though you're naughty at times..(actually most of de time..) you're still a darling..
thanks for giving me so much joy and entertainment...i may not be a good mummy but at least you're no longer locked in the balcony the whole day and being put on alpo kibbles.

So guai abit la pls la..stop ur marking..ELSE ELSE!!! I"LL KA CHA U!!!...actually u guai anot i'll still kacha u..wahha..matter of sooner or later only..


Look..Your mummy is so nice that she baked you a BArkday CAke ok!!!!







And Lastly..your Barkday Present!!!! Arriving soon be patient ya? it'll reach s'pore nxt week...




DAmn u shld really feel lucky..ur mummy heavily in debt still buy luxury bed for u....

"Maybe We all Meant to b Single.." By IVAN!!!

This sentence from him reminded me of something..months ago....when i first told ivan..

"hey..I'm attached again u know..."
his reply was...

"Huh? Y did u get attached again!!"

Me : Stared at him w my biggest possible eye despite de fact tt i've pathetic small eyes..

Ivan: "uhm..cos it doesnt seem to make a difference for u..whether u're attach or single...and i reckon..We (virgos) are better off being single.."

KNS IVAN!! I TELL U....U KNS!!!!!

Things are so different this time round you know....i'm no longer bo chup with de devil-may-care attitude ok?

i made an effort..i really did....u guyz will even be surprised with the things i've done hor.....
things r so different with him...i'm so comfy..even right from the beginning..then again dun ask me why....sometimes i even forget tt it ain't that long that we're together...duhxxx...

Ming asked " Why u always do this n that for him de har?"

hmm..seriously i duno too, it just came from within me..I feel happy cooking, baking making this and that...seeing him savouring de stuff., it gives me a great sense of satisfaction...
When i prepare de food i do so with much passion & smiles...
ain't it a blessing being able to cook for someone u love?


but these days..i've been feeling so grouchy and overly sensitive...i start to let my mind ponder to where it wants to be....argh...i.e think too much..

oh no..i smell trouble brewing...ivan says it's better than being heck care...i know what he means..cos previously..my heck-care attitude back fired..BIG TIME!!!!

Joyous Occasion for FAMILY?? WAT"S FAMILY??

At times like this, you'll know who's really concern and who truly care about you....

I've 2 Great aunts..they're so concerned about my case....they even tried to help subsidise my cost..


Of cos i've got lectures from them for not letting them know about what i'm going through..and about this problem earlier.
I could have let them know it earlier and it could be solved in a better way...

My Jap aunt..she's so prepared to help me share the burden, everyday she's been checking for updates..
just ended a video convo with her though MSN...gave me a prep talk and made me promise that in future if i encounter any trouble again I'll share with them ... = my 2 aunts..
this sentence woke me up abit..it reminded me how useless it is even if i share it with my mum.

I'm truly blessed to have aunts like that. Though i may not have a blessed family most people do have, i'm glad that i've the both of you...

I can't express my disappointment in my immediate family members.

Was it cos i've always been so independant that perhaps they'd safely assume that I'll be alright and will be able to solve my own problem and hence the lack of concern from them?

de Choc Fudge Cake

TADAH~!!! as mentioned..de choc fudge cake i'm gona bake for him when he comes back...here it goes..
ok..gotta admit..my mum helped me with the creaming of the cake..i SUCKS at cake decor...at the rate i'm pouring an smoothing the chocolate over the cake i think it'll look like a pile of shit when i'm done..haahaah..

Anyway..practise makes perfect..so ya give me more time...heehee...

it's yummy!!!! i like it..yum yum...i hope he likes it too...

haix..i hope de storm will be over soon..and there'll always be sunshine for Drea henceforth...
some of u may have no idea what i'm going through...

it's funny how ppl change..or rather how i myself changed over the period of time..we learn from our experiences...we change....

u noe how i used to speak my mind always n everytime when we're in poly? u guyz noe, i only speak my mind to u guyz nowadays..only u guyz..as for others..i think twice before i even open my mouth.

even if i'm unhappy about something...sometimes i'd juz let it go w/o even voicing my thoughts..
wad's de farking problem with me.....haixx...

De Day I Got So Drunk..~~!!

ok lets start w a Pic taken with Alice de Bride last Sunday~!!! in her suite..argh..darn Beautiful suite w a bathroom to die for..



ok that's my fav blk dress bought for $100 over n my 1st time wearing it..de cutting's really nice but its a pity i dun have that kinda boobs to fill it in else it would be perfect...

LAST NITE

Alright..last nite i came home pretty wasted...i've never got so drunk/wasted before..i went to bed in my Dress.....yewkzz..anyway i manage to remove my lense n makeup before knocking out..

It's Michy's ROM PArty~!!! So...we had SO much Fun...drinking...playing..kissing..(eh with de GERs only..) singing..wahhaah.....
i've been on chivas all nite since 7plus...but juz when we're gona end de nite....i took a beer n vodka 7-up...my biggest mistake..i became a GONER after that~!!!!

still i manage to go home in a piece...i think some guy volunteered to send me back..i can't rembr who..but last nite de only ppl i know is michy....and 2 other gers..gona post some photos after i've got it ok..for now take a look at FRIDAY's Photo

Fri Nite..

Yummy Chongqing Steamboat..haha..Finally..de gathering was great..we went drinking after that...i'm ok..not wasted..nothing!! hahha.....we went crazy when the band played BEyond's Songs..even de band was shocked by our enthusiasm...but HEY we bring de atmosphere into that DYING pub can?

heehe..show u guys some photos...courtesy of PANDA~~!!




Yummy..yum yum...~~! *slurpzz...*



*muackzzzz**






ARgh..n lastly this photo done by PANDA!!!! she had fun snapping all de candid shots though...

The Days that have been hard to pass..

thing's ain't looking bright....

anyway..good thing is ..3 more Days She'll be back~!! yes..She...my confidante..my shopping kaki..my buddy..my lesbo lover...watever...ahaha..JY!! can't wait for u to be back..there's so many things i wana talk to you about..so many things to confide in..so many things to be done..

5 More days and he'll be back~!!! finally....no doubt these days gona be hard to pass but still i'm looking forward..next week will be a better week i am sure...things will be better...the sky will be brighter..


now i fully understand why ppl r saying...it's always good to have someone by your side..especially when you're feeling your lowest...

carol's rite..no matter how much support they rendered to me, how much care n concern, it never beats those coming out from your someone special..
but still, you guyz made me feel better too..thanks so much.......*touched**

Updates updates..b4 i get more Hantums...

ok i'm supposed to update my blog...eh..abit lazy..hee..

yeah..i'm fine..everything's fine..great in fact..but Drea lazy to find photos n post..actually i got so much to talk abt for the JAPAN trip...& BEYOND's Concert in SG de following week i'm back.

but..Lazy liaoz..HK friends are over to watch de concert...had fun bringing them around..tiring nonethless but FUN!!! Get to meet SAmmy again..arggh..how lucky is that...



Tadah!! MY HK friends...


ok this is wat happen when u try to take a candid shot of ppl...----> THey DO the SAME TO YOU!!!


n yeah..in case some of you are not aware of it..i do have someone new in my life...apparently i don't see the need to announce it out loud but some other people think likewise..so here you go...

Hey Drea have been very well behaved since then ok..haven't been clubbing for quite sometime..not that anyone restricted me...but i'd rather spend my friday night with someone who meant something to me than to club de night thru.......

Not only that..i made an effort to cook for him~!!! argh..how wonderful that is heehee...currently starting my collection of recipes...

Drea will only make an effort for those who deserve it....it takes 2 hands to clap..

n yeah...darling Jy..Miss u so muchhhhhhhhhhhh...........i only have fun when u're back ya noe..keke..*Muackkkzzzz***

Japan TRip..~~!!!

Woa haven't been updating for a long time..ok..here are the pics...
been pretty busy..just back from Japan..and Hk frens are over for BEYOND's concert..wow that got me really busy and worn out..



That's the TOKYO TOWER..



Ojisan & Obachan's House in Nishigo Mura



The OverGrown Kid at Nasu Park...a nice park with animal farm there..


A Wonderful Lunch at a distant relative's place....



So the Shopping Begins..after 3 days of relatives visiting..FINALL!!! Drea almost went crazy w/o shopping there...



Outside the Japanese Temple..taken with....ok..some relative that is..i can't rembr who. .I've got a Very very GOOD and Lucky LOt THere wor....



ARggh..my DEAREST Cousin....we grew up together..miss her so much..we were so close till she left for japan 8 years ago...now happily married with a kid...



Kimono anyone????



The Train station at Koriyama City..


Going up to the desserted Shrine..arghh..de steps were hard to climb and yours truly wearing Boots..



Look how Beautiful the WILD FLOWers are....



The rice field...how nice all the scenery is...beautiful..



Ok..somebody's elses house that is...ahaha..



Look..DISNEY LAND>>WOooohooo...........

and lastly..the things i've bought...



So what do u guyz think about my trip eh? keke