Beyond Concert 2005....

eh..As mentioned..the Beyond Live Concert 2005 Dvd..can spot me inside leh...keke..lucky can't really see my face clearly..but then it brought back fond memories..
show u guyz around which part was i "featured" in...wahaha...



oh..first of all...this photo was taken from where i was seated. see..that's SAMMY!!! He plays the opening prologue for the concert.does the sound engineering work as well as assist KK a little..
Xin conveniently refers Sammy to "the hairy guy i like" gosh.....!!!!



yeah..this was the part..where the concert ends..they come shaking hands with us...ain't it near?
they are like right in front of me!!!! erm..one of the hands featured in this photo belongs to me actually..wahaha...



that's KK performing...erm..right in front of me? yeah!!!
see the row of picks they have on that mic stand???

Well..after they came over to say bye etc....the row of picks became like that..



Hahaah.....gone!!!!! u know why????
cos it ended up here..



IN OUR HANDS!!! WOOHOO...not my hands though..Paul gave it to some of the fans..but he did not give it to me....he gave one to Hao though..Lucky him...hope that Paul's pick will give him luck and motivation for his jamming & music career...Paul has always been his source of motivation.
Not sure if he's finally gotten Paul's Ovation limited edition guitar...but I'm sure he'll do as well....given the fact that he has a band room now to practice.
And he even does Sound engineering and mixing now with Sammy giving him tips & guidance on and off...


gosh am i jealous...yewks...i muz go take up something too..so Sammy can coach me along..Wahaahha.....

oh one more thing..LOOK!!!


BACK STAGE PASS...ahahaah

Kat says..i change new stylo milo hair style le..then can attract all the stylo milo guys..all looking like Sammy!!! Wahahaha....

Kat kat....i want Sammy pattern one..i don't want Daniel pattern one..Ur that Daniel too handsome until i hide in kitchen don't want to come out.....shy liaoz...wahahah...

Cherish the PPL who meant to U.....

I've been Sleeping alot..but I'm still tired..been dreaming alot... Bad dreams i meant...i'd wake in the middle of the night somehow...in my dreams..i'm always scolding and shouting at ppl...i rarely do that in real life ( i mean now lah...)..so i do it in my dreams instead..
i dreamnt of similar Scenarios again and again...

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I'm thinking of Anson again. Whenever I'm feeling low, i'd start to think alot..
then eventually, I'll think of him...

It's been years..but i do miss him...
I miss the warmth from his hands I've once held...
I miss the warmth from his cheeks I've once planted a kiss on...
I miss the jokes that came from his bubbly personality...
I miss his tolerance from all the nonsense and tantrums...
I miss the way he snatched the cigarette away from me...
I miss the way he laughed...(he have this funny laughter...)
I miss the bo liaoz chats we used to have...
I miss all the fun we had together...
I really miss the Xmas all of us had together...that particular Xmas...the only photo i'm left with...

But..the last time i saw him.. I can no longer see these coming from him anymore...he looks so cold...there's no more warmth coming from him...he was stiff and cold in the coffin..

The Last time I really Broke down and cried my eyes out was right in front of His Coffin.
I can't bring myself to look at his lifeless body..no..I want to remember him as the lively person i once knew.....

I'm sorry i never believed u on something u'd said..till the Day i Saw ur Uncle on the day of ur funeral..then i realised that you did not lie to me....but i guess it's too late...

That's a problem with most of us..we don't cherish what we have till we lose them. Then we'll start to think of it and regret...
I told myself to cherish whatever i have and to treasure the people around me. but how many times did i really do it?

The other time JY commented that she's never seen me cry before. (though she's recently hear me cry....i bet she felt damn honoured...)
No..i seldom shed tears of sadness...After shedding so much tears in front of his coffin. I told myself...the tears of sadness will not drop that easily anymore....

Weekends.....

Oh..Friday Was Pariss Buffet..ay..never bring camera so never take photo..what a waste..
erm..the buffet was quite alright but i doubt i'll go there a 2nd time. I didn't eat much also so more like a waste of money...

then again i had 2 glasses of red wine..keke...

After Pariss Buffet...went to meet Ivan & Sy...went for coffee...somehow they ended up drinking Beer..then again. can't blame cos we're in Boat Quay...haha.
went to PS..wana watch Red Candy..who knows the next show is at 2am..Wow..better not cos by then i know i'll fall asleep...

Saturday...

Went to town supposedly for an interview for a PT job.( Yes its a Part time job i want to fully utilise my time...)..then who knows the post they have wasn't really what i want. haiz..waste of my time. ..So There i was Stuck in town..so blardy crowded...

Thank goodness i was saved from the town later on..at night...actually went to Changi Beach to watch planes Landing...woa.....so nice...
Never been there...never knew it's that nice...wahaha...

Thanks for bringing me to such a nice nice place....haha..ooh yeah and did i say it was one of the rare few times that i'm actually out with my bro n his gf too?

Sunday

Spent most of my day sewing and stitching....till after dinner then went out for a while..
wanted to Fly kite de..but i think they will kill me..cos they're already downstairs..
hmm..I've watched the BEyond Concert Disc...Can See ME inside..Wahah..shaking hands with them...woohooo..

there's 6 nights of concert you know..SO ZHun..the part they showed was the night i was standing near that mini corner...same level as the stage..WAhaahha....

thank goodness it was dark..so can't really see my face clearly..keke...it still bring back fond memories though...

The past week has been pretty dead for me..not much events going on..went home str after wrk and then i spend most of my time sleeping at home...

i think i became a walking zombie...when was the last time i had a laugh that really came from me?

Updates...n more Updates....THanks guyzz....

Not sure if you do read my blog, but i've got a feeling u never really bother to do so, anyway, don't ask me again how i'm feeling..Trust me, you wouldn't want to know the answer...

oK, Let's move on to the happier stuff..keke..

First of all, sorry guyz i fell asleep on the sofa on friday nite, whilst u guyz bringing out the Vodka..i thought i could lie down and close my eyes for a while..But...BUt..i did wake 2 hours later rite??

haha..just in time to go Find Nasi Lemak for Breakie at 5am...
Time flies. Gu niang went back to Perth...sending her at the airport is a torture..seriosuly, that is why i hate the airport..esp when u're sending ppl off..
I hate to see you cry....
Thanks for the final phonecall to me even when you're rushing to the gate...Its ok ger, there's nothing to b sorry about..nothing to be worried about...Miss u lots...take good care of urself ok?

Got back home and slpt for 3 hrs..then woke up..laze around a little, just when i was about to shower and get out, i fell aslp on the couch..keke..*Oopzz...*

Woa...Chongqing Steamboat was really yummy..the tom yum is Fantastic sia..keke..
Was really tired n i actually fell aslp a little while watching Initial D..
Guess i was pretty drained..thought could go to bed the moment i got home at 3plus am..then again, Kevin was at my place...furthermore, he was in My room....grrrr....

Again, i really can't be bothered..washed up..changed into my sleeping clothes n plonked rite onto my bed..despite the fact that there's a he was sitting beside my bed...buzzing about the Pig Organ soup at Geylang...

this usually works for me..but..erm..not this time round..really very tired...haiz..if only he was smart enough to Da Bao back for me..then i may have remained awake for a while more..keke


All in All, I had a Fantastic Weekend from Friday onwards...though I cancelled the Pariss Buffet Dinner on fri....still , i had a wonderful Korean Meal..*winkz*
I'll book a table again soon..probably this week...

Finally Updating...

woa..It's been sometime since i last updated this blog..keke..

My Sweetie was back..Was kinda busy and all..busy going out..etc..and falling sick.
Spent most of my time with JY..either we meet else we'd be smsing or be talking on the phone..

Ok..shall save you guys from having to read what I've been doing and where have i been to..
I was hardly in office last week...was on 2 days MC too, a fever finally broke out and left me with no choice but to see a doctor

Time flies, now she's gona fly back this Sat..I'm gona miss her like crazy..we met each other so often and kept in such frequent contact while she's here..wonder how am i gona cope when she goes back again.
Gona b all so lonely again...

niwae..Hey Guys..Look what Drea Have got This time round....



Yes..Finally..I've Got It..My Nose Piercing....
i sorta like it...but he doesn't like it...haiz...

If only he knows...how much i like him..and how much i treasure this r/ship.. ..
sometimes.. i really hope to see him more than once a week...

The Guy Who Love You..

The guy who love you , if he
can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because he knew, if he did,
he will keep on missing you
until he could do nothing.

The guy who love you, can't tell you the
reason
why he love you. he only knew that,
in his eyes, you are the only one

The guy who love you, seldom praise
you ,
but in his heart, you are the best,
only he know it,

The guy who love you, will scold or
complaint
if you din't reply his message but others,
because he cares.

The guy who love you ,
Only drop his tears infront of you,
when you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart ,
the heart which beat for you.

The guy who love you ,
will remember every word u said ,
even its accidentally. and he will use
the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who love you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the
promise,
they want you to believe him
and they want to give you the happiest
and safest life ever after.

The guy who love you,
always tell you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you,
he want to give u the best life in the
future,
he want to give you a suprise,
belive him that he can do it.

The guy who love you,
will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you
finished,
he will said, you still got class tomorrow,
sleep earlier with smile.


The guy who love you,
always call you little kid,
but everytime he want to make a big
decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.


GALs in crush, love, do you think the guy
who's beside you do really love you?
if yes, wish you have the happiest day
ever after.

*Thinking veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Hard...still trying to think...*

Now I Know...he doesn't love me at all....there's no love to begin with.....

我都好掛主你地。。我要快D繁 HK lah...Miss HK Ah!!!

Note: I've removed some photos posted previously due to Stalker ALERT! FYI: this is a new blog and this URL hasn't been pulicised out. People who read my blog are people whom i know personally.



好耐冇睇到你地。。。。我都好掛住你地啊。。好想快D 繁 HK ah..
HK 既野都好好味。。我好想通通食晒左wor..*Droolz*

我唸8月咁好似可以返 Hk la..有Summer Sale ga mah.可以shopping..同埋同你地去玩啊...
你地而家做緊乜啊???

oh..btw..我都有左 xanga account la..果邊我用緊廣東話黎blog..so 容易D la...haha..

hee.. 真係好懷念果次在 HK 的日子啊。。。。我鐘意香港比鐘意新加坡多D..唔係話我唔鐘意新加坡。。。但係HK 好玩D la...hahaah

Y Does Some PPL think I'm Stupid or what?

you know Drea is a smart girl loh...and i duno why but there're people, especially guyz (it's not prejudice hor..this is really true) who thinks that I am stupid or dumb..

By keeping quiet, it doesn't mean that we, women, do not know anything or is ok with it...
So don't take for granted and think that we're stupid.'

I'm as sharp as any women, i can decipher stuff much better than anyone think i can... i just act dumb at times so don't take me for granted...even if i am So Not VERY OK WITH IT....I'll still pretend to be OK!!!!!!

Even people like that Fucker with an oily, pock marked face and fat ass with pot belly : Don't underestimate us.

I kept quiet doesn't mean that I have no idea what's going on. I'm clearly aware of it but i just can't be bothered to ask or probe further.

oh btw, that Fucker, he doesnt even have the guts to contact me, or even look at me..*PUI* Cowardly fucker with no Guts..i wonder if he have balls....or maybe kena eaten byWu YA?

I was so enthu about saying a BIG HI and sending my fucking regards to his fucking fat ass...

Shopping w Kat & Marge....

woa..took half day off on Friday and went on a Shopping Spree with Kat & Marge..it was darn fun..keke..took many crazy photos also..

We were a crazy bunch altogether..erm..as usual Drea over spent..i thought i won't be buying too much cos I've just splurged on a $100 over bucks black dress..but who knows..

okok..No More Shopping for Drea..I'll reserved my one last Shopping Spree for JY..keke...

here are the photos...



ok that's taking a break just before we go for our dinner..haiz..they insist on taking this photo even though I was on the phone~~!!!!!! and uhm..most of the shopping bags are MINE!!!! they don't label me Shopping Queen for nothing ya noe..keke

ME & My Black Dress~~~!!!!! and my MILO Lunch

Nice plant? so cute hor..i just got it from East Point for my office..

Need it to supply some Positive "Chi" at my desk..always feel very grumpy and easily irritated..
and it doesn't help that I have a bouqet of withered roses on my desk too..Let's hope this Plant will bring me more Life in office..*giggles*


Alright..I went to get that sexy lil black dress..it's $119...no discount even though its the GSS~!! @!$@#%$#%

Because of this dress, I Blew my Budget BIG TIME!!!! THis month confirm confirm Milo & Milk for lunch le....
was jus msning with Ivan..i told him i drinking my lunch now..= MILO!!

Ivan: " u really trying to lose weight ah?"

Me: " No lah...i no $$$ to eat ~!!! "

Ivan: " like real, you no $$$ eat then who else got $$$ ?"

Me: "u never see my blog? i bought that $100 plus dress..so now no $$$ to eat..Wahaha"

Ivan: " U mad ah?"

NB Ivan say i MAD!! wait till you see me in that black dress.....we shall wait till JY is back and we shall go CLubbing with me in that KILLER DRESS!!!! hohoho...

Miss JY Soooooooooooo much...she say without me with her, it's like she feel that she's without wings...so i volunteered her my Ah Wing (BEyond's drummer) wahaha...

oh yeah i've got a webby cam le..finally!! as promised...I've got it..now always cam with Marge & JY...

can even lunch with JY together..she eat her fries..I drink my Milo..haha..so sweet hor? I can even kiss her via webcam..*Gigglessssss*
ok then again..I always kiss her ...wahahaha.....


sorry guyz..these few days Drea very moody.......i know i'm not smiling much..i promise..shall give u guyz the best of my smile when i see u all ok???