my blog seems dead. like me, sometimes i'm like a walking zombie, moving alongside with the mundane activities day by day. and recently, even more so.

Been tired and kind of worn out.
Apologies if I haven't been keeping an active contact with most of you and not participating much in social activities.

Perhaps it's age, don't feel like posting every single little things these days. prefer to keep things simple and to myself, my personal, low profile life.

there's been quite a change recently. My closest cousin finally returned to Singapore with her husband and 2 adorable kids to escape from the refugee days back in Fukushima for the time being.
I've been seeing to them, bringing them to places, bringing them for dinner after work etc.

They are putting up at my place. This is not a bad thing at all, the kids definitely made my place more lively. it's no more going home to an empty, quiet house with only the 4 walls to talk to.

the downside of it, the kids only converse in Japanese, great time for me to pick up my Japanese again.

Both of them are quite obedient, and all the more it made you feel like showering them with more love and gifts.

Having kids at home definitely made the home felt more like a home.

*starts to ponder again, will I ever be able to have a blissful family of my own b4 30?*
Age is catching up....there's not much time left...gone is my dream to be a young mother.
all i can do now is to envy the many other young mama's out there whose kids gave them the reason to live and work hard day-to-day.