it's only when we lost or almost lose something dear to us that we'd realised its importance

it was only when i felt that i've really pissed him off that i realised his importance to me...
never will i know that it will have such an impact on me de whole morning...even lokey buddy could tell something is wrong...- ya la i spilled my drink all over my table and laptop while talking abt it...=___=

putting my clumsiness aside, that was when i realised, how afraid i actually was to lose what i have.....

forgive me for losing my patience...i was juz afraid to lose u....