my First Time !!!

finally had my first time...


there's quite a bit of blood..

initially it can be a little painful when it's first inserted..even though it was done in de most delicate, gentle manner as it can be..


but after a while and getting used to having it inside you, you can't feel much of the pain anymore...

now....wat r u guyz thinking???



hahaha..Drea finally had her first blood donation!!!! BLeahzzz..
(side to JY: i can donate loh..i ish not underweight..keke)

But, almost got rejected when the recep have doubts about my weight...they screened a few questions, and just when she wanted to pass me the form, 1 of them asked her to hold on...and they asked if i am above 45kg...like duh...do i look like i am below 45?


niwae actually it wasn't painful at all...only perhaps the anesthetic injection hurt a little like ant bite..as for de insertion of de needle to draw de blood, totally no feeling at all..
even though de nurse was worried abt me feeling de pain as she was saying cos my veins are pretty small...


n de thing i love de most ish..............

de pink arm band they used!!! so pretty......ahahahaha

and it fits perfectly in lil apple..

"So what makes you decided to donate blood"

I Didn't know how to answer that...
i guess i probably want to feel useful for once? knowing that i can still help others in some way or another..i want to feel good about myself...
i want to stop being so selfish...n there's many i wanted to..

and u know what?
i hate to be condemned. i hate to be maligned. i hate to feel useless & i hate to feel unwanted

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new stuffs for lil apple

bling bling added onto cash card cover

pinkie furry feather added...

i can be really such a bimbo at times...