haiz. duno what's wrong with me, maybe it's all the accumulated stress and all, i've became such an angry creature, my short temper is back and i tend to lose control n flare..
when i was at my worst, i've someone who stood by me, enduring my nonsense silently.
i didn't realise how unfair i was to mr.black, he have his stress and things to bother about as well, but i only care about my own feelings and my anger.
i continue to flare and show faces as and when i do not like it.
when i was losing control, screaming my head off, there was mr. black, waiting for me to cool off calmly before talking to me nicely, explaining his point and finally told me his true feelings.
i felt so bad, this few weeks i've been taking mr.blk for granted, even though he've made such tremendous effort to change, his temper is nearly gone and he has been the most enduring men i've ever met. for someone with a nasty temper, he's proved to me that anything can be done with perserverance.
i shall set my mind to stretch my limit and to control. i shall never be unfair to someone who's done so much for me and who has tolerated my nonsense for so long.
i'm sorry my darling, my love for u grew deeper with each passing day, it became something more than I can say.
i'll prove to you that i will change too :)
thanks for being by my side, it's the greatest thing that has ever happened to me
and of cos to de zhu's who've shown their lovely concern, love u guyz too! ")
1 comment:
Hello. This post is likeable, and your blog is very interesting, congratulations :-). I will add in my blogroll =). If possible gives a last there on my blog, it is about the Monitor de LCD, I hope you enjoy. The address is http://monitor-de-lcd.blogspot.com. A hug.
Post a Comment